resurrections are real.to all of the varones who once lied on hospital beds with a sinking t-cell count counting the minutes until you could hold down down your food.to all of the varones who avoided looking into mirrors because the sunken face reflection did not reflect the beauty you behold.to all of the varones who pieced themselves back together piece by piece after the violence of stigma left them broken and beat. to all the varones who survive life by surviving one night at a muthafuggin’ time.we salute you.we praise you.because even AIDS, stigma, homophobia, racism, white supremacy, and oppression can’t keep us from rising. and when we become ancestors, we will continue rise in the voices of those who speak our names without shame.so keep rising varones because resurrections are real. thegranvarones granvarones national gay men's HIV/AIDS awareness day NGMHAAD survivor queer gay latino latinx hiv aids poem family afrolatino boricua