layleen xtravaganza cubilette-polanco was a fixture in the new york city’s ballroom scene. she was a member of the legendary house of xtravaganza. she was loved by family, friends and community. her sister describes her as the light of any room and the most loving person in the world. layleen’s life mattered.
it has been over a year since layleen was found dead in her cell while being held in solitary confinement at riker’s island. autopsy reports determined that layleen died due to an epileptic seizure. but layleen, who should not have been placed in solitary confinement because of her extensive medical history of epilepsy, died due to the gross negligence of riker’s staff and the violence of the prison industrial complex.
layleen’s death is a devastating loss to her family, the house of xtravaganza and the new york trans and queer community. her loss also serves as a reminder that solitary confinement is inhumane and that prisons must be abolished. now!
on june 14, 2020, the brooklyn liberation march, the largest transgender-led and based in history took place around the brooklyn museum in brooklyn, new york. organized by the okra project and the marsha p. johnson institute, the march was attended by an estimated 15,000 people. one speak of at rally was layleen’s sister, melania brown. in her speech, brown said, “Black trans lives matter! my sister’s life mattered! all of the loved ones we have most, all of those beautiful girls we have lost, their lives matter.”
rest in eternal power, layleen.
we will continue to fight for you and all Black trans women.
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if you are up at this time like i am it is probably because you have been dancing in the privacy of your bedroom to beyoncé’s new track “break my soul.”
released as the lead single from her forthcoming album “renaissance,” scheduled for release on july 29th, “break my soul” is dance floor burner that harkens back to the great house music sounds of the early 1990s. the song brilliantly samples the baseline of robin s’ 1992 pop top dance classic “show me love.” a loving nod to gen xers who danced our asses off at the club to that jam.
produced by the dream, “break my soul” is also a triumphant declaration of the jubilance that comes when a person prioritizes personal freedom and peace. exactly the kind of song we need right here and right now. and with the glorious feature of queer icon and bounce artist big freedia who shouts the lyric “free your trade!” makes “break my soul” the pride anthem we deserve!
in celebration of beyoncé’s return and nod to 90s house music, here are clips of 10 songs from the 90s for pride month (and all year long) that will also lift your spirits the way queen bey has with her new single.
TEN CITY “WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY” (1990)
ten city’s “whatever makes you happy” is the ultimate pride song. it sonic manifestation of the celebration of pride and Black joy!
ten city were one of the first chicago-based house groups to gain national attention. the r&b/dance music trio consisted of singer byron stingily, guitarist herb larson and keyboardist byron burke. by 1990, the group charged several singles across multiple charts including both r&b and dance charts. “whatever makes you happy” served as the groups sophomore album’s lead single.
MARTHA WASH “CARRY ON” (1992)
in 1993, vocalist and music icon martha finally released her self-titled debut album. released on RCA records, the album produced two dance club chart top singles including the stirring gospel-tinged “carry on”. the song was a testimonial of all that she survived both personally and professionally. it also served as a love letter to her lgbtq fans who were building community out of immense loss during the height of the AIDS crisis.
ULTRA NATE “FREE” (1997)
ultra naté is one of house music’s most dynamic and enduring performers. she has been scoring top 5 dance singles since the early 1990’s. while her catalogue is impressive (do yourself a favor and stream her “situation: critical”), she is most remembered for 1997 global hit “free.”
KIM ENGLISH “UNSPEAKABLE JOY” (1999)
the late great house music vocalist kim english takes us a place where spiritual revivals take place with this inspirational dance-floor anthem “unspeakable joy.” released in 1999, the song topped the billboard dance chart and remains one of the best house songs of the decade.
ARETHA FRANKLIN “(PRIDE) A DEEPER LOVE” (1994)
with this c+c music factory written and produced anthem, the queen of soul aretha franklin proved that she also hold as place in the royal court of dance divas. “(pride) a deeper love” topped the billboard dance chart in early 1994.
SHAWN CHRISTOPHER “SWEET FREEDOM” (1997)
one of the most talented house music vocalists to emerge from chicago, the birthplace of house, shawn christopher delivers both a refreshing and uplifting take on the 1986 michael mcdonald hit “sweet freedom.” christopher’s voice holds the power to penetrate the pain and isolation we have all experienced and remind us that we are all on the brink of personal freedom.
ADEVA “DON’T LET IT SHOW ON YOUR FACE” (1994)
in the early 1990s, New Jersey Patterson’s own adeva was one of the reigning queens of house music. while her achieve the crossover success that cece peniston and crystal waters achieved, advea no down soften the soil for the roots of house music to take off at radio. Adela’s sophomore effort “love or lust?” hit record stores in 1992 and featured the confidence builder, “don’t let it show on your face.”
LIVIN JOY “DON’T STOP MOVIN” (1996)
chyle, if you ever need a song to get you and your spirit together, this is it! released in 1996, “don’t stop movin’” by livin’ joy was a worldwide smash reaching top 20 in multiple countries and peaking at #67 on the billboard hot 100.
MASS ORDER “LIFT EVERY VOICE (TAKE ME AWAY)” (1992)
mass order was a house music duo from maryland that emerged in 1992 with their soulful garage house song “lift every voice (take me away).” the track features samples of dance & soul diva loleatta holloway vocals from her 1980 dance classic “love sensation.”
BARBARA TUCKER “BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE” (1994)
considered one of the greatest vocal house songs of all time, Barbara tucker’s “beautiful people” set queer dance floors on fire when it was released in 1994. co-written by tucker, along with fellow dance diva india, lem springsteen and “little” louie Vega, the vega and kenny “dope” gonzalez, produced the track the first of seven number-one dance singles for barbara. it remains one of the quintessential pride anthems.
and in closing, and as always , here is a playlist and a few lovely reminders.
happy pride!
fuck the police!
Black trans lives matter!
house music is a Black genre!
decriminalize sex work!
decriminalize HIV!
fuck rainbow capitalism!
shake your ass in celebration of who you are!
transgender people are NOT a burden.
transgender people are NOT a disruption.
transgender people are NOT a burden.
transgender people are NOT a disruption.
transgender people are NOT a burden.
transgender people are NOT a disruption.
transgender people are NOT a burden.
transgender people are NOT a disruption.
transgender people are NOT a burden.
transgender people are NOT a disruption.
transgender people are NOT a burden.
transgender people are NOT a disruption.
today is transgender day of remembrance (TDOR). it was started by transgender advocate gwendolyn ann smith as a vigil to honor the memory of rita hester, a transgender woman who was killed in 1998. TDOR commemorates all the transgender people lost to violence, hate, and transphobia.
in 2017, 25 murders of transgender and gender non-conforming individuals have been reported in the US alone.
on this day, we speak their names. we remember their magic.
on this day, we honor the resiliency and power of the transgender community.
on this day and every day, we stand in solidarity by doing all that we can and MORE to end transphobia and violence. we as cis-gay and queer men must do more than just imagine a world of equality - we must do the hard work, have the hard conversation and even throw hands if necessary to defend and protect our transgender familia and community members.
Goddess
Candace Towns, 30, was found murdered in Mason, Georgia on November 2,
2017. According the HRC, she is the 25th Trans person murdered this
year. It goes without saying that Black trans women disproportionately
impacted by anti-trans violence.
In 2017, a trans person has been lost to anti-trans violence every month this year. EVERY. GAWD. DAMN. MONTH!
What are we willing to sacrifice to end anti-trans violence?
Our humanity and liberation work is in question until we work to intentionally defend, protect and center black trans women.
STOP KILLING TRANS WOMEN!
END ANTI-TRANS VIOLENCE!
Rest in power Candace.
JANUARY
1. Mesha Caldwell , 41 years old – January 4
2. Sean Hake, 23 years old – January 6
3. Jamie Lee Wounded Arrow , 28 years old – January 7
FEBRUARY
4. JoJo Striker, 23 years old - February 8
5. KeKe Collier, 24 years old - February 21
6. Chyna Gibson, 31 years old - February 25
7. Ciara McElveen , 26 years old - February 27
8. Jaquarrius Holland (Brown), 18 years old - February 19
MARCH
9. Alphonza Watson, 38 years old - March 22
APRIL
10. Chay Reed, 28 years old - April 19
11. Brenda Bostick, 59 years old - April 25
MAY
12. Sherrell Faulkner, 46 years old - May 16
JUNE
13. Kenne McFadden, 27 years old – June 6
14. Josie Berrios, 28 years old – June 16
15. Ava Le’Ray Barrin, 17 years old – June 25
JULY
16. Ebony Monroe – 28 years old - July 2
17. Tee Tee Dangerfield, 32 years old – July 31
AUGUST
18. Gwynevere River Song, 26 years old – August 12
19. Kiwi Herring, 30 years old – August 22
SEPTEMBER
20. Kashmire Redd, 28 years old - September 4
21. Derricka Banner, 26 years old – September 12
22. Ally Steinfeld, 17 years old - September 4
23. Scout Schultz, 21, September 16
OCTOBER
24. Stephanie Montez, 47 years old – October 21
25. Candace Towns, 30 years old - October 31
[if any of this information is incorrect, not complete or dated, please let us know.]

A MESSAGE FOR ALL CIS FOLKS:
One must understand history and the government’s role in dictating what is science and what it is not to understand where this will eventually lead.
A White Supremacist lens around gender and sexuality advocates the killing of us all. Cisgender Black people you better be willing to fight beside your Trans Siblings RIGHT NOW because trust me you will be next.
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Solidarity is a way of life, not a theoretical debate. It is found in action, not simply intent.
Trans people of color have been targeted by white supremacy since before 1442. I have often written about the connection between colonization, white supremacy, and transphobia as well as transphobia’s direct link to the genocide of Indigenous people across the globe by colonizers.
The same system of white supremacy colonizers used to attempt to rewrite the truths of science to justify the brutalizing and killing of Indigenous peoples, is the same exact system they are using now. So, it comes as no surprise that an administration of white supremacist and Nazi sympathizers would try to uplift a bill that would in essence attempt to control the laws of science to justify their state sanctioned violence once again. White supremacy is predictable, and its tactics are not only tired, and violent but the same they have been using since white people birthed it.
But I ask, what would make an administration like this believe that they could get away with attacking Trans people with no repercussion? The answer must be that they are aware of the transphobia (spoken and unspoken) that exist in the fabric of this country.
Cis people still control the access of Trans People and given that transphobia is ingrained in the fabric of this Country, we cannot have conversations about the successes within representation and there have been many in just this year alone, without also discussing power dynamics which once again places cis people as judge and jury and makes Trans people subject to their whims.
Solidarity is a way of life, not a theoretical debate. It is found in action, not simply intent.
So, let’s talk about the incredible year we have had with Trans representation. “Pose”, the breakout darling of all of our hearts, boasted the largest cast of Trans People of Color to date on any television screen. The CW purposefully has the first Trans superhero scheduled to appear on network television show. Yance Ford became the first Trans filmmaker to be nominated for an Oscar, while snagging the Emmy, and Daniela Vega’s star turn in “A Fantastic Woman” helped to garner the movie to an Oscar Award. Multiple novels, poetry collections, academic tomes, and biographies by TGNC Authors, authors such as Venus Selenite, Xemiyulu Manibusan Tapepechul, Kay Ulanday Barrett, Akwaeke Emezi just to name a few.
We cannot have conversations about visible Trans people without also discussing those who are not and cannot be visible. Trans people are still disproportionately affected by structural oppression. While we marvel at Trans celebrities and gag at their brilliance, we must also acknowledge there are living breathing Trans people (including many of these Trans celebrities of Color) still suffering from the effects of structural oppression.
And I ask the question, how do you show up for Trans people when we are not the latest headline?
Solidarity is a way of life, not a theoretical debate. It is found in action, not simply intent.
Some cis people will say “We got out there”. “We protested beside you”, “we stood against this human right violation” and I reply to them what good is your protest if your praxis is lacking.
Cis people, you must do more, and this includes having to do more than simply vote in what is seen as Trans interest. We must remember while discussing legislation is important, the law has no emotion and we are often subject to the interpretation of it by cis judges.
If the fabric of this country is to change, the way in which you engage Trans people have to reflect the way you say Trans people should be treated.
Ask yourself, how are you showing up for Trans People you don’t know, and how are you showing up for those you do.
Solidarity is a way of life, not a theoretical debate. It is found in action, not simply intent.
One of my major concerns is we are living in an era where people have a pension for a microwave engagement with human rights. The next hot button issue takes precedent over a holistic approach to liberation.
How many of us can name what happened to our girls and if our cries for bringing them back didn’t die out the minute a new headline hit the press? How many cis people who claimed to “stand with the trans community” actually have trans people in leadership positions in their companies or organizations? How many are dedicated to, not only, listening to but also paying a thriving wage to Trans people of color? How many are invested in holding the education system accountable to end bullying not only by other students but the system itself? How many are dedicated to investing in the works, dreams and manifestations of Trans Artist? How many apologized to Trans women of color who have been warning us this was coming? How many are willing to offer reparations for the privileges they enjoy privileges paid by Trans People’s oppression? How many are willing to learn new ways of being in community with Trans People? How many “cis allies” are willing to move from a reactionary place that centers them as cis saviors of the Trans community to comrades willing to risk what is comfortable for what is right?
Solidarity is a way of life, not a theoretical debate. It is found in action, not simply intent!
Written by: Lady Dane Figueroa Edidi
Dubbed the Ancient Jazz Priestess of
Mother Africa, Lady Dane Figueroa Edidi is a Nigerian, Cuban, Indigenous,
American Performance Artist, Author (Yemaya’s
Daughters, Brew, Baltimore: A Love Letter, Wither, Remains: A Gathering of
Bones, Keeper, Bone, The Blood of A Thousand Roots, Incarnate, and For Black
Trans Girls Who Gotta Cuss A Motherfucker out When Snatching an Edge Ain’t
Enough: A Choreo Poem, Solace), Teacher, Choreographer, Oracular
Consultant, Spiritual Life Coach, Priestess, Speech Writer, Writing Coach, Advocate,
Healer, playwright (For Black Trans Girls, Guilty,Absalom, and Klytmnestra: An Epic Slam
Poem which will be receiving a world premiere at Theater Alliance in May 2019).
She is also is the book writer and lyricist for Roaring the Musical, which is about a Black Trans Singer and her
family in the 1920s Harlem.
In 2015, Lady Dane received an emerging Leader Award for her work with the D.C. Trans Community and is the GLBT History Project’s 2018 receipt of the Mujeres en el Movimiento Arts Award. She is the first Trans woman of color to be nominated for a Helen Hayes Award (2016), in DC to publish a work of Fiction (Yemaya’s Daughters (2013)), and chosen for Theater Alliance’s Hothouse Festival, having her play Absalom read at the Kenney Center’s Prelude Festival.
Louie: So it’s Pride Month – what was the first gay club you ever went to?
Brian: It was a club in New Orleans called club fusions. I was 18 and I went with my older brother. I remember being so uncomfortable because it wasn’t was I was used to. I remember getting hit on all night and after my brother got a couple drinks for me I let loose and started to enjoy myself. I moved to New Orleans right after high school to live with my dad. My mom thought it would be a good idea for me to get out of Philadelphia.
Louie: When did you move to Philly? Was the change good for you?
Brian: I’ve been raised in and out of Philly most of my life. And as far as Philly being good for me at that time in my life, no. I needed structure and I was going down the wrong road being here which is why my parents made the decision to send me to Louisiana. The scene was such a culture shock for me when move there. I was completely ignorant to anything other than Philadelphia. When I moved back it was like I never left and nothing changed.
Louie: Things are looking up with your engagement, huh?
Brian: Yes, well I’m actually legally married as of March 18, 2016. My husband was a blessing that I always say “fell out of the sky” when I thought about giving up on love he taught me how to again and made me believe that happiness is possible. I knew then I had to tie him down. LoL
Louie: So I always get asked, “Are you Latino?” or “Are you ‘full’ Latino?” It irks my life. Do you get that question?
Brian: Not all the time but I do get the question what are you mixed with lol and as soon as I say Dominican people are like “Aahhhh, that’s what it is.” LoL
Brian Rodriguez, Philadelphia
Interviewed and Photographed by: Louie A. Ortiz-Fonseca
sanctuary is found on the dance floor. spirits are filled and pain is paused. last year’s attack at pulse night club in orlando, during latino night - was an attack on all of us who have ever feared loving openly in public.
today, we mourn the loss of 49 people. today, we speak their names.
today, we stand with all those who were and continue to be impacted by the pulse night club attack.
as pride month continues, remember to remember that PRIDE IS STILL POLITICAL and it is STILL NECESSARY! REMEMBER that we are NOT alone.
love louder, rage more and march harder!
So it’s pride month y'all and I came out twice! Both have been very bittersweet.
I was about 15 years old when I told my parents I was gay. I was 20 years old when I told my parents I was HIV positive. Looking back on it now as a 24-year-old, these past 10 years have been filled with milestones. Yo! Shit hasn’t been easy. I have cried but with every tear came laughter. I have fallen but continuously gotten back up - every time. I have experienced heart breaks over and over and over and still use my heart to guide me.
In these past 10 years, I have met so many inspirational people. Some longer than others and others shorter but felt like forever. I have learned more about myself. as much as I tried to deny I am my father son. I am his son. Attitude and all! And my mothers too! Goodness, I’m extra dramatic! But I love it.
I have tried to live each day like it was my last day. In the short five years that I have been living and thriving with HIV, I am always reminded that “You can either lay there and let it consume or you can get up and do something…” A wise woman who I adore, even though she is a pain in the ass told this.
This means so much more to me than just being gay or being HIV+. This means owning who are you and what you believe in. Owning the fact that no one can take your magic away from you. Pride is about resistance and claiming your place in this world. This is my message to myself and to anyone who will listen to me. LoL
- Jorian Rivera, Philadelphia

most recording artists only wish to have recorded with quincy jones and prince, but by age 14, tevin campbell worked with both. tevin’s first two singles, the jones produced “tomorrow (a better you, a better me)” and “round & round” (written & produced by prince) landed inside the r&b top five, with the former reaching number one – and this was just in 1990.
campbell would release his debut album “T.E.V.I.N.,” hit records stores in november 1991 and was proceeded by the r&b chart-topping and pop top 10 “tell me what you want me to do.” the success of the single helped propel the album to platinum status paving the way for greater success.
in october 1993, tevin released his sophomore album “i’m ready.” the album proved to be a high mark in his career resulting in several pop and r&b hits including the title track, “can we talk,” “always in my heart,” and “shhh.”
tevin later voiced the character powerline in the 1995 disney animated film “a goofy movie” before transitioning to broadway actor, appearing as seaweed on the hit musical “hairspray.”
throughout his entire career, tevin had to contend with endless speculation about his sexual identity. tevin chose to never address the rumors. for some, it may be difficult to imagine in a world where black queer artists like lil nas x had conquered pop charts, it was almost unimaginable in the 1990s – during a time of AIDS and extreme homophobia.
on august 17, 2022, during an interview with people magazine’s “people every day”podcast, tevin confirmed that he identities as a gay man. “what makes me happiest right now is how far I’ve come in life,” tevin stated on the podcast. “There are a lot of kids, especially young Black boys that need to see representation. They’re not being taught to love themselves because of who they are.”

for a generation of young black gay boys who saw themselves in tevin campbell’s music videos, we thank him for his existence and for being so generous with sharing his journey. we celebrate you. we love you now and forever.